Sunday, June 30, 2019

sermon: Proper 8C - The Freedom Paradox


Third Sunday after Pentecost, 8C                                                                           June 30, 2019
Galatians 5:1, 13-25, Luke 9:51-62                                        Panzer Liturgical Service, Stuttgart

The Freedom Paradox

Freedom: the power or right to act, speak, or think as one wants without hindrance or restraint.

As we prepare for Independence Day celebrations this week, we often think of the word Freedom, if we think of anything besides hotdogs, watermelon and fireworks. As a preacher, I find it ironic that the Revised Common Lectionary chooses lessons about freedom on the Sunday before this holiday. And mildly annoying… and challenging… especially this year.

Everybody wants freedom. School kids like summer vacation because it’s an escape from mandated bedtimes, homework, and early morning trips to school. Among us there are students preparing to leave for college, looking forward to the freedom of living away from home and setting their own schedules. The adults among us are looking forward to the freedom of vacation, focusing on seeing new things and renewing relationships with family and friends.

We’d love to think that freedom is only about the ability to act without hindrance or restraint. But I don’t think that’s the way that freedom really works. It only takes a few days for even the smallest child to remember that sleep is good. It only takes until the first test, or lab, or writing assignment, to know that college works best when there are schedules and routines. Freedom requires responsibility.

As Americans, we think of freedom as one of our inalienable rights. Our forefathers said these rights were granted to us by our Creator – life, liberty & the pursuit of happiness. It’s so easy to slip into a mistaken belief that it’s my life, my liberty, my happiness that are most important. That is not the kind of freedom that Jesus and Paul are talking about. It’s also not the kind of freedom that the founders had in mind, either, but that’s a conversation for another time.

In his letter, Paul reminds us that freedom is not absence of responsibility. True freedom is about dedicating our lives to the gifts of life which God has placed before us. Freedom through Christ, no matter where it leads us, means choices, more often than not putting others needs before our own. As Americans, freedom means that we are willing to make sacrifices to serve our country and our community. As Christians, it means the same. We must be willing to serve one another in love, and follow Christ wherever that road leads.

So how does this happen? In Christ, we are a new creation. We learn about who we are as we study scripture, experience God in worship, mission, and in our life together. It is those relationships that we understand the kind of freedom Christ promises and Paul teaches. Last week, Chaplain Trotter reminded us that Paul’s ministry as a roaming preacher and teacher, and that he wrote letters to correct communities who hadn’t fully absorbed the essence of living on the “Jesus way.” The Galatians were caught up in the controversy over whether or not converting Gentiles had to become Jews first. In this letter, Paul drives home the final lesson: that their freedom is neither limited or empowered by their motivations. Jesus wants people to follow in love. And everyone is welcome to come.

The same is true today. The Bible has stood the test of time. Whatever questions we have about how can be in the Kingdom are answered right here, not in rules, but as we model the relationships we encounter. So many things divert us from our primary mission – to live and love as Jesus’ witnesses in the world. Like other early Christian communities, we get bogged down in the rules of engagement and forget that it’s the relationship with him and with our fellow travelers that gives our lives meaning.

Fortunately, Paul writes of the freedom that teaches our spirits to live. In Eugene Petersen’s biblical paraphrase, The Message, he translates the fruit of the Spirit into action words, helping us to see how to put each of them into practice.

But what happens when we live God's way? He brings gifts into our lives, much the same way that fruit appears in an orchard—things like affection for others, exuberance about life, serenity. We develop a willingness to stick with things, a sense of compassion in the heart, and a conviction that a basic holiness permeates things and people. We find ourselves involved in loyal commitments, not needing to force our way in life, able to marshal and direct our energies wisely.  (Galatians 5:22-23)

And how do we do those things, day in and out? Paul names those gifts: love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness, and the hardest – self-control. They don’t all come at once, and they are often hard to hold on to, but this fruit – this gift – of the Spirit gives us the courage and strength to follow where Christ leads, and to answer when he calls. This fruit grounds us, and centers us, and anchors us in the faith to which we have been called.

The cost of discipleship is the central theme of the Gospel text from Luke. Jesus has "set his face towards Jerusalem." From early in his ministry, maybe even from the very beginning, he was journeying there in order to fulfill God's plan for his life, a plan that involved a cross and crucifixion on Calvary.

On the way, Jesus encountered a lot of people. Some of them were insiders… some of them not. To many Jesus’ message sounded pretty good, but also a little odd. T some it was revolutionary, even dangerous. I venture to say, it’s a little of both. In this passage, we see an encounter between Jesus and some people who were testing him out. The first man said, “Lord, I'm ready to follow you wherever you go.” Jesus replied, “Foxes have holes, and birds of the air have nests; but the Son of man has nowhere to lay his head." Wow! That’s a pretty big commitment to go into a future without a map or timeline in hand.

To another Jesus said, "Follow me," and the man replied, "I'll come along but first I need to take care of some family business. I have to bury my father." To this, Jesus replied, "Let the dead bury their own dead; but as for you, go and proclaim the Kingdom of God." Now, I think it’s safe to say, our first impression is… wow, that’s harsh and hard! What does Jesus expect? Burying one's father, going home to say goodbye to family and friends, these are perfectly normal things to want to do. Yet in his words to his would-be followers, Jesus is making it quite clear that there is a cost to discipleship. Following him means understanding the call to living Jesus’ kind of life… sacrificial and unadorned.

How hard is to follow Jesus in this way? In his book, A Conspiracy of Love, Kurt Struckmeyer writes, “Lots of people believe in Jesus. They just love him to pieces. They worship and adore him. They praise his name. They invite him into their hearts and accept him as their Lord and Savior. But not as many people are willing to follow him.”

As modern-day Jesus people, we understand Jesus’ words, but do we stand under them? Are we just worshipers of Jesus or are we followers? Because if we are followers, there is a cost to that kind of discipleship.  Our journey, this Christian life that we have been called to, parallels the journey of Jesus to Jerusalem.  Jesus is telling us, up front, that our journey with him will not be an easy one.  If we follow in the way of Jesus, we cannot expect to have an easier road to travel than the Master does.  For as the Father has sent Jesus, even so he sends us.  Signing on with Jesus means that everything becomes secondary to serving the Kingdom of God.  Following Jesus will cost us. But it will also make us free.

The balance of all this freedom comes with practice. And eventually it changes the way we live every part of our lives. It is hard? Yes! Does it take practice and accountability? Also, yes! So how can this be done? What Paul is saying is, “I know you can’t do this on your own, so let this fruit be your standard and your guide… let them light your way and the way of others. With this fruit as the foundation of how we think and how we act, there is no limit to what can be done.

I know that some of you come to church looking for a word of encouragement in the midst of difficult challenges. Many of us are smackdab in the middle of caring for our kids and our worrying about our parents and older relatives. Many of you work every day, late into the night, to keep what little peace is balancing in the world. We are left reeling by the news that one of us was in worship last Sunday and tomorrow will be having the first of several surgeries and treatments for what looks like cancer. And at every turn, we wonder how to make good decisions that will keep us and our families safe and secure and if we are even making a difference.

And I’m pretty sure that you come here to get away from the overly-political nature of our society. And here is where I’m going to disappoint you. Because I think these lessons about freedom and responsibility don’t just apply to our own lives and those of our families and friends. Following Jesus means caring for people outside our comfort zones. It means digging deeper into the disturbing news of the day and figuring out what is real and how we are called to respond as people who are called by Jesus to follow.

Here, we are gathered without regard to denomination. But most of us relate to some ecclesial body in the US or Germany that speaks out for and ministers with the least, the last and the lost. I’m giving you a homework assignment this week.

Find your denomination or church’s website, look for the advocacy or relief section, and figure out how you can be a helper. Maybe it’s giving money to support the work being done. Maybe it’s reading and learning as a family with available resources. Maybe it’s writing to or calling your members of Congress to ask for support for legislation that your denomination supports. Maybe it’s doing something that I would never even think of. I believe that God is speaking to each of us to serve in some new way. Listen to the voice. You’d be amazed what you can do from so far away.

It’s so easy to be lured into the belief that we have to work our way into the Kingdom of God. But that’s not the way it works. We are already members of Christ’s body and of his Kingdom. Jesus and Paul both teach us that we need to step up and embrace the paradox of freedom. It is only in the freedom of love and service that we will truly encounter the Christ who lives in our hearts.

Peace, Deb


Sunday, June 23, 2019

Military Retirement: How do you know when it's time?

Two years ago, my spouse retired from the USAF after 27 3/4 years of service. It was an amazing experience, and there are very few times when we wished we had made different choices.

We knew that a move was coming that summer. We expected it to be our last active duty move and that we would have 2 3/4 years to decide what and where we wanted to be when we grew up. But it only takes one call from the assignment "guy" to have the whole plan turned on its head. Deployment service is honorable, and at a different place in his career, the answer might have been yes. But with very little conversation, we both knew that the answer to the question this time was no.

And because of the way the assignment process works in the Air Force, once you turn down an assignment, you must retire within four months. There are a lot of requirements, legal requirements, to get out of the military... classes and briefings, budgets and resumes, military medical and Veterans Administration appointments to be arranged. And living on an Army post overseas added two more layers of complication. But we made it!

Even if you think you're ready to say goodbye to military life, it's hard. It's a big adjustment and some do it better than others.  Here are some of my observations - I'm sure that I'll keep adding to the list, but I have to start somewhere.
  • Imagine going on your first job interview at the age of 50... let me tell you it's not pretty. 
  • Imagine putting together a post-retirement budget before you even have a job... nerve-wracking!
  • Imagine doing 10+ different jobs in a 28-year career and trying to make a resume for each of those specialties.
  • Imagine not knowing where you want to live because you've can't decide among all the good choices you have, or maybe because you have trouble committing.
  • Imagine going to the doctor to document all the aches and pains that you've spent a career ignoring because they might keep you from doing something amazing or important.
  • Imagine having to actually think about what you're going to wear to work.
I know, I know... most people already do these things every day, but for military members and their families, these are brand new, often overwhelming experiences.

One of the things I've realized is that the unknown of retirement is much more stressful than the unknown of the next assignment. Again and again, we have asked the question, "What if we make the wrong choices?"

In the end, we went very "gut instinct" - we didn't feel like Germany was done with us, and we were right. My spouse has been in his job for almost two years, and every day we realize the choice was the right one for us. We hope that when it's time to move on to a new experience, we'll get the same vibe.

To all of the families that are going through the same thing, this is just an affirmation that you're not going crazy - it really is that hard. But it does get better... eventually.

Peace, Deb

Monday, June 10, 2019

Sermon: Pentecost C: What was private is now public (Confirmation Sunday)


Pentecost Sunday – Confirmation Sunday                                                  June 9, 2019
Acts 2:1-21                                                                               Panzer Liturgical Chapel
What Was Private Is Now Public

Many of the most important scenes involving the followers of Christ after Christ's death took place in out of the way places. Mary seeing Jesus at the tomb, Jesus with the disciples on the road to Emmaus, the ascension at Bethany, these all took place in private or remote scenes. But with the advent of the Holy Spirit on the day of Pentecost, all becomes public. It starts out private. The disciples and other followers gathered in an upper room, to pray together, and to await Christ's promise, God's gift. But soon that small room cannot contain all of that power. People outside begin to notice something is going on... Something unusual.

Of course, those outside were human, too. They wondered if those Galileans were not imbibing on some new wine. "Drunk in the middle of the day!!!" All of that Spirit was unsettling to say the least. And Peter stands up and addresses those assembled. “This Spirit is sent by God, to witness to the fact that Jesus Christ is God's own Son. Prophecy is fulfilled on this day. All who invoke the name of the Lord shall be saved.” Peter, the one who denied Jesus before the crucifixion and had to see for himself that Jesus was not in the tomb… the Spirit has created a new man, one not afraid to stand up and proclaim boldly, "Jesus Christ is the Son of God."

If there is anything this story teaches us about ourselves, it is not by our own power that we are able to proclaim God's victory in our lives. It is the power of the Holy Spirit, the power of the risen Christ, that gives us the courage to speak aloud the truth, that Jesus Christ is the Son of God.

Today is a joy-filled day in the life of our congregation as our confirmation journey comes to a close. For the last four months, these youth people have gathered to learn in two areas: about the beliefs and history of the church and what it means to live everyday as a disciple of Jesus Christ. Don’t tell anyone, but this has been one of my favorite groups – I can assure you from the very first class, they have kept me on my toes.

First-week questions in our discussion of baptism included:
• Why does the bible always refer to God as a man?
• How is the Holy Spirit different from God and Jesus? and
• If God has a plan, does that mean we don’t get to make choices for ourselves?

Week by week we tackled new questions. Some had easy answers, but please let it be noted that sometimes the best answer is, “I don’t know… but let’s try to figure it out together.”

Throughout the class, we have not talked so much about the “don’ts” but mostly about the “dos.” We took for our class motto, “Love God – Love neighbor” – even and especially if that neighbor is nothing like us. And we tried to think of the ways that we can live the gospel – the good news – using words only when necessary, because as we are taught from kindergarten, “Actions speak louder than words.”

I think it’s very appropriate to celebrate this important milestone – a public profession of faith – on Pentecost Sunday. This is the birthday of the Church - a day of new beginnings. It reminds us that Confirmation is not graduation. Today is not the day these youth graduate from church; this is the start of something important. Confirmation marks a new beginning in their faith journey, a public profession of faith, the first of many recommitments to a life of faith in God and Jesus Christ.

Confirmation does not mean freedom from, but instead responsibility to Christ and the Church. Each young person here has had the opportunity to think about what this means in their lives. Through the last few weeks, we have had some chances to share what difference, what impact, this act of public profession will have on each of their lives. The overarching theme of our time together has encompassed these two points:

++ First, that confirmation is about taking responsibility for your own faith journey. Each of these young people were baptized when they were infants, or when they were too young to take on the responsibilities of their baptisms for themselves. Now is the time when they are affirming the promises made at their baptisms. God said, “I do” to them a long time ago. Now they are saying, “I do” to God for themselves.

++ Second, confirmation is about being faithful and responding to the opportunities for spiritual growth which are offered in this community, at home, and in the world. You see, it is not enough to say, “I’m in charge now” without the understanding that being in charge has certain requirements. Each of these young people is charged with the responsibility to continue the good work that they have started. Not only do we encourage them to continue worshiping and learning about the life of faith, but ask them to serve God and their neighbors in the ways they see opening before them. We encourage them to practice spiritual disciplines, like prayer and studying their bibles and looking for the story of faith in the world, expecting to see and experience God is the neighbors who are like us, and those who are not.

This Easter season we have spent a lot of time on the word, “Love.” It is the centerpiece of what it means to be a Jesus follower. Love should drive everything we do as we respond to the love that Christ has showed us. Whether we are young people making our first public profession of faith, or adults who have refocused our faith many times, we must remember that our commitment to faith is all about responding to the love that we have received. And even if the faith we bring is very small, God has the ability to take that tiny bit of faith and grow it into something that is life-changing for us and for the world.

Peter Storey was a Methodist Bishop in South Africa. Partnering with Bishop Desmond Tutu, he helped the Christian church there be a force for good in the transition from Apartheid to democracy. His words here echo the dramatic nature of event this first Pentecost Day, when all people who were willing were united in the power of the Spirit, God’s gift to the church. He wrote, ““Some tell us that following Jesus is a simple matter of inviting him into our hearts. But when we do that, Jesus always asks, “May I bring my friends?” And when we look at them, we see that they are not the kind of company we like to keep. The friends of Jesus are the outcasts, the marginalized, the poor, the homeless, the rejected—the lepers of life. We hesitate and ask, “Jesus, must we really have them too?” Jesus replies, “Love me, love my friends!” —Peter Storey, Listening at Golgotha: Jesus’ Words from the Cross

Peter and the followers of Jesus gathered in the Upper Room to grieve the loss of their beloved leader. But before the day was done, they were driven into the streets, speaking in the languages of the world, proclaiming the good news of God’s love. On that day, what was private became public, and that is what we celebrate today. These young people are making a commitment to continue to grow in faith and to the best of their abilities, to be the church. Our response is to make sure that WE continue to be the church, and to provide a place for us to be in faithful ministry together.


In the name of the Triune God, let us pray:

Gracious God, Please give us:
intellect to understand you, reason to discern you,
diligence to seek you, wisdom to find you,
a spirit to know you, a heart to meditate upon you,
ears to hear you, eyes to see you,
a tongue to proclaim you, a way of life pleasing to you,
patience to wait for you, and perseverance to look for you.

May your Holy Spirit guide and teach, give us the courage to walk in your ways, to the glory of your name.[1]  Amen.